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In 2015 ,16th May i met her. We spend a year all day together. She was a prostitude. I did not know in the beggining. I did not believe in the end. Some day she left for an other city. Bigger life bigger money. Snd she found an excuse to fight with me. She broke up,i was devastated. S hole year a was out of place. I was unhappy on everything. Today i said enough. I pick a friend and we went to the prostitudes. I had a year to fuck! I tried one and after 15 minutes nothing. I tried an other because i thought the first was nit my type. We the second one all was perfect. Her scene her colours. We tried. I fucked her good. But... We spent 40 minutes fucking and i was not able to cum. I mean my problem was that 2-3 times i went soft so i thought it was because i put some weight and i am fat... Or i watch to much porn or masterbate to much... But as she said... i was stressed. She said my cock is ok but my mind... At the end i felt i was going to...cum but i did not. If only i thing could have another 10-20 minutes... And i am thinking. Do i hsve an emotional problem or its just me that cant cum easy...? I am really comfused. When i sm alone,i can cum between 15-30 minutes but... Oh come on this girl was so perfect. And we fucked so good... Why i could not cum? Please tell me honestly your opinion and your advice! |
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I dont believe in coinsidence but...
She just talked to me after a year!!!
I am having issues trying to get past my girlfriends suicide attempt, no sex for almost a year. I have to remind myself a 100 times a day she popped the pills to leave me and the rest of the world,what the fuck am I worried about?
I am looking at asking another gal out. Don't care about the sex, just want a smiling face at the other end of the dinner table once in a while .
Women can fuck up the mind, use the penis occasionally to gain their pleasure and leave the man to suffer while they go off and enjoy their exploits. Trust is important to me in a relationship,if I can't trust them,to hell with them.
Always i desplay and demand it in anything.
But when it comes to her.
I forget everything...
You know that the feeling won't last.
But you're like a dr_ug addict. You do something that destroys you so that you feel good for a few moments.
When you realise you're a dr_ug addict, there's a chance you'll stop.
As for trust, the fact that YOU display it and YOU demand it means nothing. People won't behave the way YOU want because YOU behave in a decent way. We're predatory ani_mals and she's a prime example of that
I...i want to let thinks come for a short time and then i ll think!
But this year, no she did not contact.
But this seems ok. We did not spoke she was supposed to be mad, her birthday was passed and i did not move then....
So many times i thought that i had to speak then. Just about a month or two after she left me,i should talk.... Who knows....
Well, i just came from outside. I was in my ex job and my friends told me that it would be cool to say happy birthaday but nothing else.
They also think that it was cool that i grab her yesterday and even cooler that i ignore her the rest of the night....
Yes its her birthday yes she anwer and thank me.
Also i visited my therapist to tell him all those random and crazy things that happened this week.
Believe it or not, he encouraged me to buy her a present.
But not as yo think...
He said, by her a present agift as an excuse to see her again and talk to her and tell her your ffeelings and make her believe that what is done is done and now she can cunt on you as a cousin but not as anything else...
i am not sure... it s just an easy excuse that i can use...
you know :het,i bought you a small present, come on lets have a coffee and talk:...
we defenatly have to talk. i am not sure about the gift...
but i have to tell her what i feel what she made me feel, and waht we should do from now...
i think it couldwork if she listen to me seriously.
Be honest. You don't appreciate the fact that she began a prostitute to make money and she should know that.
I know it's hard but it's better than dragging this on for years. It'll kill you. I'm speaking from experience.
Actually jerk off is something that can get me there to cum...
But its seems pointles to pay her for a handjob...
And there is this new think... after a year,yesterday she talked to me again...
And now i am so comfused !!!
As for her contacting you, forget it. She needs something and she's using you because she knows you won't say no. But surprise her and do say no.
Yeah the other think... i feel so.. its been a year... i know i have to say no... but...
She should find me and talk!
I fucking want ti see her and...and screw her all day!!!
DON'T reply.
If you do, you're falling into greater misery.
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i just went out and...er father find me and we had some drinks....
its so difficult for me....
a year after and for her is like nothing happened and for me its the hole world!!!!
Every momment the last two days i am thinking...oh forget her, i just nailed two prostitudes without cum, i am amazing....
and the next momment i am so emotional , i saw some pics of her, how she is now, with the new hair colour and haicut and....
i just miss her so bad.
then i am thinging...maybe just a fuck to remind her what i can do.... and then i am back to...igkore her....
i am so unstable!!!!
Just the day i took my steps towards forgeting her...she just happened to talk to me again....
My therapist said that was 10 per cent sure to happened. that when i take the decision she would apear!!!!
I AM SO LOST. I AM BURNED. I FELL LIKE THER IS NO SALVATION FROM THIS.
AND THEN YES YOU WOULD SAY/....
NO THERE IS. AND IS UP TO YOU !!!
Fuck maybe i dont want to do the wright thing for me.
maybe i am self-destractive
I MISS HER SO BAD !!!
Sure, go ahead. It's a sure way to completely destroy yourself.
I feel this strong **** to go to her.
To see her ti talk...
I so much know its my doom...
Damned. She is so important to me and for her its all a silly game!
We tried for an hour. I couldnot cum so we threw away the condum and then something was going ti hapen but no...
Noq i m reading your message and i am thinking so many things.
I mean you are right. Everything about her is going to destroy me. I am finding out the last days that i an preety good at fucking and i get a lot of confidence about my cock.
I an thinking... who is she she is not even hot enough. She is ok but nothing extrairdinary. And she is giing ti screw me....
Well. In the end i thing its the respect i need to feel from her. I think this is what i really want.
I am not going to contact her but uf she does,all i am thinking is....ok lets be cool and lets see her,xasualy and saw her that she is nothing!!!
She is nithing but this nothing i do love her....
But this is not inportant. She is not good to me and i must hold that line. Uts the kast the only line if my front and i have ti resist.
As for the hooker thing, you need time. Your mind is 99% full with her presence. She has invaded your mind and she won't let you enjoy sex either. Forget her totally. Then you'll be able to be happy again and enjoy sex. But it'll probably take time. Just relax.
Ofcourse she invade my emotional ground. Its not a battle. Its a war ifcourse need time.
For first time since i met her i feel like i m getting the upper hsnd in this war.
I m not the type of surrender guy.
I m gonna win.
But i hope the long fucking thing will remain. I like to give the girls a long fuck... but of course i need to cum in the end some time...
I dont know how to flirt.
I m not good at this.
I dont know how to make a stranger or a friendlt girl to want me,!
I m goid at sex but not in thise steps that lead yo sex!!!
She was loughing and calling me cousin the obvious name she used to inform me what the bountries are.
The only thing i could spell was "why baby why,its been a year"...
Then she yeld that the dtinks are on cousin and she hugged me and go sit with a friend of her...
I sit with my company in a way that i can not look at her at all. And then after an hour of ignoring her i was ready to leave and she...
She came again to say goodnight and that she is pleased and happy to see me...
Jesus. In less than 24 hours its her birthday. I did not even imagine that...
Come on be serius is this for real?
Just when said enough?
I can stay away from her for some time but... but!!!!
Fuck she is destroying me!!!
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But my ex is a minature of this woman!
Its not that!
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