I, too, am a proud cocksucker, but unlike you, I'm not obsessed with size. I like cocks, from micros thru normal size and all the way up to the jumbos. The extremes in size, micros and jumbos, are perhaps the most interesting to look at, but for sucking pleasure, give me a normal. Big enough to be a satisfying mouthful, but not so big as to trigger a gag reflex.

Is it possible to suck only one or two cocks and not become addicted? Yes, I think so. I seem to have become the "go-to" guy here at SYD for guys who consider themselves straight but are curious about sucking cock. I always tell them to find a way to make it happen in a safe and controlled way. The desire will not go away and it could drive them to do risky things. I'm sure many of them have tried it and then said to themselves "OK, I now know what it's like and it's not really my thing."

But for devoted and dedicated cocksuckers like you (and me), one or two are not enough. We just gotta have those dicks and we gotta have that sperm.

To elaborate on what I said in my last note about it being empowering, many like to think that a man who kneels and gives oral service to another man is assuming a subservient role. I do not. One, because I just don't think in those terms. Oral sex is something both parties willingly do for their mutual pleasure. It's truly a win/win situation. And two, because one could easily argue that the cocksucker is really in control. He controls when (or if) the other party reaches orgasmic climax. To bring another man to climax is VERY empowering. Real men suck cocks.