same here, would love to get a chance

I agree. I was a member of a couple of sites over 10 years ago, which have since shut down. I posted pics of myself, and I was receiving comments from men mostly. I looked at their profiles and was surprised to see they were mostly straight. I chatted with a few of them, and looking at more and more men's profiles, particularly those of black men. I found I was getting turned on by pics of black men, and masturbated to them too. I began to fantasize about sucking a black cock, and I wanted to try it. When I finally sucked a cock for the first time, it was with a black man, and I enjoyed it so much. I met up with a couple more black men for oral sex, as that was all I was interested in at the time.

A while later, I heard about a men's sauna nearby where men went for sex, so I arranged to meet there with another black man for oral. I liked the place, and decided to go again, and had more oral sex. I think it was the 3rd visit when a guy was sucking my dick, and then he stopped to give me a condom. I hadn't been looking to fuck a guy, but I decided to give it a go. I put the condom on, and entered his lubed arse. I enjoyed thrusting my cock deep into his arse, and it was very satisfying to hear him groaning as I fucked him harder and faster until I cum.

After a few years of visiting the sauna, I was sucking a thick black cock in one of the booths when the guy asked if he could fuck me. It wasn't what I was looking for, but I had wondered about it, and I had done some anal play by myself and enjoyed it. After a few seconds thinking, I decided to give it a go, mostly because of his magnificent cock. I lubed my hole and lay on my side. I felt his cock poking around my hole until he found it, and then slowly sliding into my arse. I had braced myself for some pain, but was surprised by the lack of it. He fucked me slowly, not going too deep at first, but a I relaxed and my hole widened, he began to go a little faster and deeper. The feeling was great, better than I thought, and I started wanking until I cum. I ended up meeting this guy many times more, and he's fucked me a couple of dozen times.

My advice, if you want it, is go slowly at first. Maybe just wanking and sucking each other off. If you are comfortable with that, then go further if you can. I think you'll enjoy it a lot if you give it a try.