I can enjoy "SPH" as a game, but it falls apart for me as a gay man, because when push comes to shove, I couldn't care less what a woman thinks about my penis...it isn't coming anywhere near her anyway.

Of course as a gay man and a bottom, there is no such thing as a "useless" cock. If you have a cock, I want to suck it or be fucked by it. And if I am sucking your cock, or taking it inside me, my own little cock will be rock hard.

Having said that, on some level I am a size queen. I do love "Big Cock Worship." I masturbate to pics of cocks that are bigger soft than I am hard. I shoot my load fantasizing about comparing my short thin boner to a "real man's cock."

That is what I find interesting and dangerous. There is somehow this completely false concept that real men don't suck cock or take it up the ass...that real men fuck. Bottom line is that is b.s. I am just as much a man as the guy with a big cock who just shot his load down my throat.