For a while now I have known that I am depressed. I haven't really felt the desire to maintain conversations like I used to, and I find myself annoyed by texts, or phone calls. I haven't purposely tried to push anyone away, I just don't have the energy anymore to find things to talk about, especially if the topic has to do with sex, or anything close to it.


Lately I have noticed that I am also getting annoyed when men hit on me, or try to talk to me in anything more than a platonic aspect. Also while I still enjoy sex, I just do not seek it out or initiate it with my boyfriend any longer, and I haven't been attracted to him in ages. I have also noticed that it has been ages since I have found men in general attractive. I know that I am not a lesbian, women do nothing at all for me and I do not find them remotely attractive; but I don't really find men attractive anymore either. I don't know if this has to do with being depressed. Im just coming to find men repulse me, but that could be cause the majority of men I come in to contact with are on facebook or on this site. I get hit on through Fb constantly and the messages are crude with the guys just wanting a quick fuck. The men here actually seem to have a bit more manners.