Going to see if perhaps sharing some stories/fantasies will help ease the constant horniness. I've fantasized about cocks for a long time, but have never had an experience with one yet. This was the closest I got...

A rare occurrence that found myself alone at a hotel for a conference in Edmonton for 3 nights. Night 1 I met up with co-workers upon arrival and we went out for a couple drinks. I retired to my room around 9:30 PM, a little tipsy and really horny. Checked in with the wife via facetime and then laid in bed to unwind.

Of course, found myself quite horny so I started browsing Craigslist (yep it was that long ago) and ended up having a couple more beers in my room while doing it. Decided to make a post looking for someone to come visit and have a dark room experience. Posted a pic of my cock hard in the bathroom of my hotel room. The pic is in my gallery I posted it, waited for 10 minutes, no response so went and jerked off, came quickly and went to bed unsatisfied.

Morning came, I showered, and prepared for the day's conference. Immediately before leaving I checked my email and saw a dozen responses to my ad. I instantly got horny by all the offers of guys (most with great cocks) willing to come see me and suck me off, and let me jerk them off in the dark.

I spent the entire day fantasizing, just knowing it was finally going to happen. I paid such little attention to the conference all day, thinking about a naked, hard cock beside me in my hotel, feeling each other up and finally getting to feel a throbbing cock in my hands, that wasn't mine.

That night after the standard hospitality suite, I had it narrowed down to 2 guys that seemed quite normal. I was tipsy enough to give one of them my hotel name and room number around 10:00 that night. He emailed me from the lobby saying how nervous he was, and my heart was beating like crazy. I was so nervous my cock was totally flaccid again...

I propped the door open, turned all the lights off and laid in bed, nervous of someone coming in, ready to stab me, and excited to watch a guy strip down in the doorway and join me in bed.

I waited 10 minutes and checked my phone again. He chickened out and went back to his room. Such a hard stop to what I had hoped for.

That was the closest I've ever came to fulfilling my fantasy and haven't had the same opportunity since.