My earliest recollection of sexual activity was as a seven year old boy. A teenage female neighbor took me into the basement of her parent's house and talked me into playing "doctor" with her. I still remember the unfinished cement basement walls and the single mattress in the corner. I remember that I thought it was pretty exciting for me because it was our "secret" time. I remember as time went on she would invite more young family members to join us. Eventually I started to look forward to going to their house to have fun. One time, she brought her older brother to the basement and somehow he forced me to take his cock in my mouth. I resisted because he was not circumcised, and to this day I can still remember the horrible scent of his un-clean penis. I think that's now why I have a psychological aversion to uncut dicks. He also would bring his other male friends to the basement, but they are just a blur in my memory. I do know that was the beginning of my obsession with sex. I was always very sexually active during my growing up having many neighborhood encounters with girls and boys my age or younger. My first actual one-on-one sex was with a fourth grade friend on a sleep-over. I guess he had already fooled around with other boys because he wanted me to do 69 with him which I had never done. I think that was my first real intense orgasm and I was quite shocked at the incredible sensation surging through my body. When I squirted in his mouth I was a little embarrassed but he wasn't concerned and said it was great. He also taught me several different techniques to jerk off and I was doing it at every opportunity I had. During my early teen years I was a fairly skinny kid and discovered self-sucking which I did alot when I took my evening baths. I grew to enjoy the taste of my own semen. Another time I remember is my mom taking me school clothes shopping, and I slipped away on my own at the department store and found a closet where they kept the mannequins. I recall closing the door, stripping off my clothes and rubbing my dick on some of them till I shot my small load. I was so scared I'd be caught yet that made it more exciting. Needless to say, the rest of my life became more exciting and intriguing (and sometimes frustrating) as I discovered a world of new sexual experiences, ideas and sensations. All in the quest to try and satisfy my ongoing desires which I continue to this day. |
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