Ok so i have never been fucked before (im a man) and i really want to but the problem is is the i dont know if ill like it or not...i love gay porn and REALLY love cock and i have 69'd with a guy and i loved it but when it got to the point when he was going to fuck me i told him i dont think i can do it and he was cool with it but i STILL really want to be fucked but i dont want the same thing to happen. What should i do?? Also i have tried fingers and sanitary items around the house and i like it...PLEASE HELP! :/