I'm gay, but lately...
I've been wishing that Bi guys would quit making excuses /apologizing for being Bi.

It is eye opening seeing all the judgemental horseshit that gets thrown at guys trying to come to grips with their own sexuality. These jackasses on here that spit venom at people like Bigmx22 need to take a hard look at themselves instead of constantly exposing themselves as bigoted resentful clowns.

I know exactly what you mean bigmx22. First I found out I liked to look at cocks pictures (on another site), and posted some of my cock too. After a while I found myself jacking of at cock pictures and had some sex chat sessions with guys. Then I came here to SYD, where I started to develop a craving to hold and rub a cock for real (I guess that's where you're at right now). After a year I finally found someone who was willing to "assist" me with my curiosity. I felt/rubbed and wanked another cock for the first time. Also I discovered I was not interested in the kissing/hugging stuff with a guy, just mutual touching/rubbing of cock and balls, however him licking/nibbling my nipples was pretty hot too.
So my advice: try to find someone like I did and simply find out how far your craving goes when you're with another guy. And how you call it (bicurious, bisexual, gay...)it totally does not matter, it is all about satisfying the urge to explore your sexuality, so don't let anything stop you from experimenting !

It's ok. Took me a long time to figure out that I liked cock. I thought I was bi for a while, but nowadays I just consider myself gay. Don't get me wrong - I enjoyed sleeping with women and had a gf for 4 years, etc., but now I just don't think about it anymore or crave it. You should try experimenting and see what you like.

Similarly, all you "gay" guys out there that are closet heterosexual - it's ok to be straight! Some people might judge you and say it's wrong, but as long as you are happy, that's what counts!

welcome to the club