Not sad at all. Just the facts. You need to use a better method for photography. I use several cameras. Posing by yourself has limitations. Having a partner that you feel very comfortable being nude in front of helps. Use props as a last resort as you want the focus on you, the subject, and not a toy or some other item that distracts from the overall idea. If you need help in setting up a shot, ask some one here....we are all "professional photographers"

Well a good idea would be to improve the quality of your pix by using some good lighting and nailing sharp focus,...just those two things would push your photos forward massively, and you could work on the rest as you go......