As I have grown older I found myself developing an appreciation for something I never considered for years and years: the male sex organ.

Dick, cock, penis, what ever you wish to call it.

I have been a purveyor of porn for many years and for most of those years, I exclusively enjoyed the female form. But when viewing porn I found myself more and more attracted to the male sex organ. I found myself mostly watching videos of women sucking men's cocks. And when I did so, my focus was clearly on the cock being sucked.

This eventually evolved into my surfing gay porn sites to look at male cocks and to viewing cocks on sites like showyourdick.org.

I found myself getting raging hard-ons by looking at erect cocks. Then I really started to get into the entire male anatomy, especially asses. I now love to watch videos of men sucking, fucking and playing.

It was only natural that my lust for cocks would draw me to the real thing, though I didn't go straight down that route.

I started by buying lifelike dildos and sucking on them. This made me extremely aroused, like nothing I had ever done before.

My mind was made up. I was constantly fantasizing about taking a hard cock in my mouth and sucking it until it ejaculated down my throat, or having my partner remove it from my mouth and spray his cum all over my face.

I finally got up the nerve for this and hooked up with another bicurious guy online, emailed him back and forth online for some time and eventually arranged to meet.

I met him in a motel room one afternoon. I kept all the lights darkened at his request. My original intention was to go slow, but when he walked into the room I almost reflexively reached for his crotch, caressed it with my hand and fell to my knees all at once. I hurriedly unbuckled his belt and pulled his pants down. His cock was bulging against his boxer briefs. INCREDIBLY HOT. I rubbed his bulge with my hand and then rubbed it against my face, up and down, enjoying the feel of his hard, constrained cock.

Then I placed my mouth over his bulge and felt it with my tongue through the cloth.

It seemed the most natural thing in the world when I pulled his briefs down and took him in my mouth. Having watched thousands of blow jobs on porn video for years, I knew what I wanted to do. I tried to deep throat as much as I could but gagged on his thickness. I used my tongue on the sensitive underside just below his mushroom head.

I then licked the shaft up and down, wetting it thoroughly. I took his balls in my mouth one at a time.

I WAS IN HEAVEN.

He started to guide me by holding my head as I worked his cock. It felt sooooo good in my mouth. I never wanted it to leave. I explored--devoured--his entire crotch area for 20 minutes or more.

He announced that he was about to cum and asked me where I wanted him to cum. I told him to cum on my face and he did. At least 3 ropes of semen splashed on my face from my forehead down to my chin. Big, thick, creamy ropes of cum.

It felt like nothing I had ever experienced. He pulled his pants up and left and I stayed there enjoying the feeling of his cum on my face. Eventually I wiped it off and left.

I couldn't help but feel I had missed out on something by not swallowing his cum. I knew I had to.

I contacted him again and we met late one night so I could blow him again, this time at a closed office building after hours.

I told him via email that my intention this time was to swallow so I asked that he not cum before we met. He saved up a 3 day load for me.

I repeated the same ritual as before, but this time when he announced he was going to cum, he asked me if I wanted it and I just grunted my approval: "MMMMM...MMMMM" as my lips were tight around his cock head. I grabbed his ass and pulled him closer as he ejaculated. I felt the wet splash in my mouth and, despite what I had heard and read before, it truly tasted GREAT. He came and came and came and I swallowed every bit. Then I cleaned off his cock with my mouth so as to savor every drop and droplet of cum.

He left again.

I was hooked. Now I NEED cock.