So sorry I have been busy and have not been here for long time...

My life has been very busy because work and also dating new guy. He is sweet guy. I can share some recent experience. He is very kind guy and nice to me, but I think even he said he has girlfriend before he maybe never have true sex experience with girl. So I think he is very shy. Because this, I think whenever we have chance to move into this step in relationship, he try to find excuse to back away. I think he's just scared that I will get angry so every little hesitate I give him he will think it's no and will not go ahead. He's true gentleman, but I don't think he understand that I also want to progress because this is important part of good relationship, but for girls I cannot make it too easy for him.

So I used the Valentine day as excuse, say I don't have present for him but he can come stay over my place the first time. It was a little awkward experience, but finally he is brave enough. He said it was first time he saw a female naked body and I can tell he was very shy but excited. I had to guide him through the process of sex and he was very raw, so it was a bit painful to me, but I'm glad he didn't think the dark circle on my breast is strange and also I think he enjoys it. After this time, he is more brave and things become more natural. I was worried that he will take long time to become this but I think after this he just become natural guy.

Anyways I want to build on this relationship more but I will come here for fun maybe once in a while...