Every once in a while, I find there's a question of the day that really intrigues me. I felt that way when I was on the site earlier and it flashed across the screen, but I was busy talking with somebody else, so I just set it aside and decided to come back to it later. And, It's one of those questions that can be answered just yes or no, but there's more to what I'd like to say than is a one-word answer. The question was "Have you ever sucked off a complete stranger, let him cum in your mouth and swallowed ; )?" I answered No, but this is one of those things that I've thought about, and to a certain extent, I'm willing to talk about......But, I do still feel somewhat inhibited about discussing, at least in the regular open part of the site. I guess, when I think about what I'd want to say, I feel a bit less inhibited in this section, which I don't think everybody necessarily goes to. I've had oral sex with half a dozen guys over my lifetime, which I guess means I'm a novice compared to some of the people here, and they've all been people who I knew some other aspect of life, or in most cases, personal friends. So, I've never been in a situation where I just ran into or picked up, a complete stranger and only ever had a sexual encounter and that was it. I have to confess, there's a twisted part of me that finds appeal in the attitude "I don't know who you are, I don't care what you think of me, I just want to get nasty with you and never see you again". That does mean I don't have to worry about how what I'm going to do is going to impact life afterwards, which does take some concern out of the whole thing....But, there's still some things that I'd worry about - I don't know you....Are you okay, or are you some kind of a strange person that I have to worry about - Would you you hurt me or kill me? Am I going to end up getting raped? And, one of the big ones, I guess, is Do I need to worry about health with you....Are you carrying a disease that I need to worry about exposing myself to? and if I do this Are you going to turn into a problem? Obviously, I want to be totally discrete about this if I do it, and should I be concerned that you might do or say something that leaves me in a real bind in some other part of my life. Obviously, there's no way to be able to know if it's a total stranger. I'd just have to make a judgement call.....Does this feel right and does this person seem as if I should be able to trust them. And that's where I need to make a decision. I'm pretty sure that if I found myself in this scenario, it would be because I was horny and found appeal in the idea of getting rowdy with this person. That probably means that the little head's doing at least half the thinking, so if I go for it, let's hope for the best.

I guess it's a given that I'm considering this with a guy, and we're talking about oral sex. I can't imagine that there'd be any point in thinking beyond that point unless I'm willing to take a risk. I've never participated in a blowjob where the recipient wore a condom, and having been on the receiving side of one with a rubber, I don't think it would be worthwhile. So, I'm going to suck this guy off in the full sense of the word.....I want to feel him and I want to taste him, and it goes without saying that I'm going to swallow his load when he cums. If I didn't think I'd get to taste him, I'd probably stop at this point.....I want to taste his cream, and I want to swallow it. So, if I do this, I'm committing all the way. So, I guess it would be a question of how I felt about him - I'm not romantically attracted to men, so it would come down to what I was feeling - Did I want to do this with somebody that looks the way he does, do I want to know what he's packing in his pants, and am I horny enough to start this and feel confident that I want to see it through? If I'd reached a point where I'm asking myself these questions, chances are pretty good that I want to suck this guy off and eat his load. I wouldn't go into it with any preconceived notion that because I'll do him, I should expect the same in return. And, if I do this, am I going to feel good about this afterward,and either have gotten my rocks off or feel aroused enough that I'm going to want to jerk off later?

I think, if it's gotten to this point, I'm headed toward making it happen. Truthfully, there's something really exciting about knowing that I'm going to do this thing with somebody I don't know, and that it's all about sex......There are no feelings to consider - It's just a physical thing. It's hard for me to imagine what situation i life might get me to this point.....I don't go any places that I'm likely to connect with somebody that I'd want to hook up with, and the pick-up points where a guy might cruise looking for somebody that wants it aren't on my map. I don't foresee myself doing a thing under the stall dividers in a men's washroom, and I can't say I've seen a gloryhole in decades....So, who knows how I'd get here, but if I've done all the thinking and it seemed safe and worthwhile, yeah, I'd love to find a private spot where I could unzip someone, get on my knees, and suck them till I swallow. I love the taste of cum, and I honestly hadn't expected to ever taste anybody again in my life, so let's make it happen and hope it turns out well.