Masturbation and ejaculation obsession!!
I was fairly preoccupied with my penis as a boy, maybe 8/9, until it became sexual. It became for the climatic pleasure I could through touching myself. I could feel a yearning to intensify and extend my sessions, but could not seem to attain it. Mentally after my single drip of clear seminal fluid I was left satisfied. Many times I was very adamant to orgasm twice at the start of it l, but found myself unable to go another round.
One day it was the routine as usual, I hear in to the bathroom and strip naked. I assumed my spot on the rug in the middle of the floor. Let’s wide as usual wwith my hard member in hand. I experienced a new feeling that was less intense allowing me to slowly stroke my swollen cock. Usually I would whip into a frenzy frantically stroking to get that single clear dribble. This time it was so slowly building in the base of my dick. Until it came gushing out in thick white cream that had me entranced at how high and strong it shot forth. I had to groan and moan as I bucked my hips. I was consumed with it all well into I was able to get actual girls and eventually women.