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By masterbater [Ignore] 29,Jul,23 13:35   Pageviews: 73

I have been married three times in my life.
My first and I had sex regularly. We hit a rough patch and separated. During this time I received my first and only blow job from a woman I was seeing. She had me out, hard and shooting my load so fast it was amazing. We then kissed (with my load still in her mouth) and we shared my load, it was the best thing I had ever had happen to me. She moved away and my wife and I got back together.
My second and I were doing ok in the bedroom. She never wanted to try new things so it got boring. Then she started cheating on me so I left.
Now my third and I only have sex once or twice a year. She has a lot of medical issues and is in constant pain. Not wanting to hurt her more I just choose not to have sex with her. Now I have come to the realization that I would much rather jack off than have sex with her. Most of the times when I do jack off it is with another guys picture in front of me.
I don’t give myself the “gay” label but I want to try sucking cock just once at least maybe more if I like it. I don’t think I could ever leave my wife or cheat on her to do this, so I’m just stuck jacking off to guys pics.
What I want to know is: What is wrong with me that I don’t want to have sex with my wife but want to give another guy a blow job? And would rather jack off as opposed to have sex with my wife?
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By onthelose [Ignore] 03,Aug,23 12:51
I can’t speak for others but I thought sex with men would be easier to achieve. I am bi I am open to both sex’s.my wife hasn’t ever been interested in sex. Just feels a sense of duty to satisfy me. After she revealed her feelings to me l stopped having sex with her. Unfortunately sex with men has its own set of problems. Primarily just knowing who is and isn’t interested the boy place found that was conducive to m/m sex was the bath house I went to. Sadly they have been closed for years. There isn’t any other options available within a reasonable distance. My wife and I both being retired doesn’t help. I have no me time. It’s been so long that I often wonder if I could perform, even given the chance.
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By #662360 [Ignore] 29,Jul,23 17:40
That’s tough. I guess I’m lucky as I’ve been getting regular sex from my wife since we married though the frequency has dropped and she hand jobs me now as often as we fuck.
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By nekekal [Ignore] 29,Jul,23 17:29
In my case, the wife is a really bad fuck. Or maybe I am. But sticking my cock into my wife opens me up to lats of criticism. And then I have to deal with her attitude. It seems I owe her a lot for making her deal with getting fucked. I decided years ago that it just wasn't worth it. Better to masturbate in the closet than have to ask her.

For years after that I still hoped for and ask her to suck my cock. But you would not expect that someone who doesn't even like to touch a cock to enjoy sucking on one. And you would be right. She is a terrible cock sucker. I would get 30 seconds of half hearted sucking and then she would say to finish myself. So what is the point? Just do it myself.

I would love to find some to suck my cock but so far have no desire to sucm anyone elses. But who knows what the future brings.
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By oldgray69 [Ignore] 29,Jul,23 16:01
I have been married 40+ years. Our sex life went down the tubes for many years. I played around with dicks when I was young and enjoyed it. My wife was going back east to take care of her mother for months at a time. And there was Craigslist. Now it seems like to much of a hassle to go and play or play with the wife. I spend a lot of time with porn and jacking off. I do miss blowjobs, giving and getting. There is silverdaddies.com listing mature men that are local. I never give up hope as I stroke. You are normal.
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By tb1 [Ignore] 29,Jul,23 14:05
There is nothing wrong with you at all. Anonymous spontaneous sex with a guy can be fun fun fun
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