So I should hear back from my gp within the next 7 days. If the specialist tells me I can't go on hrt. For whatever reason then I'll still do the same stuff I would've done. Just that I can't go on hrt so worst case scenario I guess I'd be a femboy or crossdresser whatever the case. Or the specialist could say that I can go on hrt. Then I will make an appointment with my gp to get the prescription. Or the specialist will want to meet with me first before that. Those are the possibilities. Either way I'll become feminine in one way or another.