It was year 2006. My foreskin was just too tight. Sometimes it was painful to wake the erection in the morning. Glans was blue and red,
and I could not pull the foreskin cover the glans penis. I'm looking for from Iternet information to be circumcised. I found pictures
of meatotomy and subincision, and I think they are a perfect alternative to circumcision. It looked so good. It would have been hidden
in the foreskin and I could do it myself. I wanted to do it myself. I'm looking for some information on how to do it, and at Christmas
I was ready to start. I'm getting razor blades and disinfectants and I started cutting. I was really surprised how easy it was. I cut
with a razor blade a little bit at a time, sometimes several times a day. No pain, just like small pinch. When bleeding prevents
visibility I expected it to end. The foreskin over the glans and paper towel around it. In general, the leak out of an hour, and I was
able to continue cutting or explore the results I did meatotomy couple of months. At some point I noticed that Frenulum had to be
removed, it was easy.It was just the way I wanted. The foreskin covered it with a soft, even my wife did not notice anything. Erect
glans popped out of the inside of the foreskin, and opened like a flower.

I wanted to cut it as far as possible, so that it would remain hidden soft. I did not want it to be visible to all. During my holiday was
longer break without cuts, and the incision was able to heal perfectly. My subincision felt incredibly good, earlier in my erect glans did
not have a sense, it was numb. Now I was able to pull the foreskin back and feel how my incision is opened, it is wonderful. It was as if
I were been given a new sensitivity on my cock. Sometimes while sitting on the terrace, or walking in the park, looking at pretty women,
and I got a little bit hard, my glans popped out of the inside of the foreskin. Also, it feels good, and I was hard for a long time.
I cut into my subincision about two inches, I gave it to heal properly. Because I wanted that my subincision opened up for a little more,
I cut the tip of my glans split on up side too. I think, that it looked good and also felt. Time was spent 1 1/2 years.

Six long years passed, I wanted to continue my incision. But I also wanted it to be hidden and only then would open as I want. The incision
had grown back a little, and sensitivity was decreased. Finally in the spring of 2014 I was ready to continue the surgery. I wanted it halfway
to shaft, I knew that the foreskin would not be enough to keep it hidden. I tried to continue the same way as before by a razor blade but it
grew back in two weeks. Was the fact that I could not cut so often enough, or I did not get enough length cut to finish. By the spring I had
reached a bit further but not yet the goal. It looked and felt better too. Something had changed, actually I wanted it to be open, so that
everybody could see it. I went on the nude beach, and I did not shy even all people saw my open subincision. For the first time, I also
thought of castration. In the fall I continued cutting, now I cut with scissors. I was no longer scared, even though it opened longer at
a time. I soon noticed that I could not pull the foreskin over the incision, or it did not stay there for a moment. It was also difficult
to get it straight and I had to fix it by cutting the edges. It also grew much back, I cut probably more than the entire length of the
incision, during the winter. In the spring I was at the goal. I love it. And I know now that I want castration.

During the summer, I was looking for information about cases. In the fall, I decided that the balls could leave. In the spring of 2017, my scrotum
was empty. The testicles were removed in the hospital because of the suspicion of cancer, I loved the feeling to be Eunuch. I would have liked
the scrotum too, but it was not possible. I was surprised that in the empty testicular There was a feeling in the bag. I wanted to continue my
Subancision until the end, and split the whole glans. A year later, I started cuts. On Christmas on subancision was up to the scrotum and glans
was splitover Coronan. Subancision looked awesome and felt as if the whole penis was split. The problem is backgrowth. I wanted to continue surgery,
aiming for a penis biseition. The whole penis splitting from tip to roots. I started by opening the bottom of subancision deeper so there was left
only a few mm layers of the top of the shaft, I cut it split. Finally, I cut about 1 and 1/2 inches longer from the bottom, I was already a long
scrotum in the area. At Christmas 2020, I had a full subuncision and a half bicisection. From the beginning of 2021, I have not had the opportunity
to continue surgery. I would've wanted Continue the bisection from to the root .

I wanted my body to look more feminine. The boobs had grown a bit and I liked how it felt and looked. Ordered an estrogen from the network and I used
That's it in a few weeks. I also thought about removing the penis, what it would be like to have a smooth distance between the legs. I no longer got
a good erection and my penis Semi -hard about 60mm wide. Glans halves cross when the penis hardens. In the summer of 2022 I realized I had sex dysphoria,
I was always wanted to look more feminine. I want at least B or C cup breasts, are now A. I like how they feel, their squeezing excites me,
I would like to get an orgasm by stimulating my breasts. I would also like the penis, including all the roots. Only a pee hole between the feet. Lately
I have also started thinking about pussy. Maybe just an incision that looks like it or just the right vagina. I found myself a bi year after castration,
I like Shemale, I've had sex with them, both top and down. I love to suck a little shemale dick and get cum deep into my mouth.