Hey here's a idea I've been thinking of for a bit now. Later this year I will buy a red or pink necklace and I always wear the necklace in videos or photos or even real life. You'll never see me without it. Once I go on hrt and become feminine and buy the necklace. It'll represent the good/light in me. And the love I feel. A good reminder for the darkest of days where everything is going wrong. I'm thinking of buying a blue necklace as well and keep it. Till I meet the man or woman who is the one I would want to spend the rest of my life with. And then I'd give him or her the blue necklace. Very deep and sentimental stuff I know.