I guess everybody's got fantasies that they haven't fulfilled. I have some that are within the realm of possibility and some that are...really out there.... The kind of stuff you might think about only when you're really high or really drunk, but probably wouldn't consider under normal circumstances. I have those fantasies too, but sometimes the ones that you'd probably take part in without the benefit of drink or drugs are the best. You can actually imagine them happening.

Over time, one of the things that's really appealed to me is the thought of glans stimulation. I love having my frenulum tickled and find that having my glans really stimulated to the extreme is mind-blowing. I've never had anybody carry it to the extreme, but I'm fascinated by porno scenes where a guy has his knob polished. I fantasize about being naked and tied down so I couldn't resist whatever happens, probably with my mouth gagged so I'd have no choice but to submit to whatever happened. I imagine someone lubing up my cockhead with something really slippery and then being knob-polished......A hand cupping and stroking my cock head, with no way to make it stop, even when it became too sensitive. I'm sure it would make me cum really fast and really hard, but then just keep going. I long to know what it would be like to have someone keep stroking my cock head, worshiping it, to a point where I can't stand it but can't make it stop. I want to know what it's like to be made to cum over and over with no relief, until I'm a quivering wreck with no energy, drained of cum, but still being teased relentlessly. I'd like to give myself to someone to abuse as long as they want, and have them demand anything they want, knowing that I'd do absolutely anything in that situation. If they wanted to do it privately with just me and them, I'd do it, but if they chose to invite other people to see me completely surrender to whatever happened, I'd do that to. I just want someone to use me in any way they want.