It's only been seven days... keep telling myself that.


Seven days since I last induced myself to orgasm, last felt that rush as my penis pushed through the last drops of my semen and I experienced that release. Seven days since I could last walk along the street without the slightest hint of arousal. Seven days since I started fascinating over every guy's trouser bulge on the street and could see a woman in a bikini that didn't create even a stir. Seven days...


I'm on holiday and trying to abstain for the duration. I'm half way there and even the presence of alcohol in my bloodstream is no longer supressing the urges.


Of course, coming on here is hardly conducive to a lengthy period of abstinence however given I have not seen another man's organ in the flesh this week (no matter my efforts) I just could not go any longer.


I've not given in to my needs just yet though, although I am now at a high level of frustration, not least as the two rooms next to mine have a young couple in and a pair of very attractive younger men who are part of a bigger lads group here. Their appearance is one thing, the noises coming from their rooms another. Between young lads being young lads on one side - I've heard three discussions in less than two days about their cocks which is enough to get me going in itself - and the sounds of the couple on the other side having passionate sex at 2am I'm literally getting full to bursting.


In the middle of the night I woke up to hear the noises and suddenly found myself with a hard on more powerful than I've experienced since I was a teen. I thought I was going to blow a load without even stimulating myself, I was that horny. My body held it back - just. In a way, its a shame it didn't let it go. Whilst it would be embarassing cleaning myself up having just let rip several powerful shots of cum over my body with my **** having been asleep merely a handful of feet away, it would have relieved some of the pressure.


And it is pressure. Ever since that, pretty much every 20 and 30-something in this hotel is now a target to my eyes. I'm not hopeful of progressing beyond a little friendly conversation with anyone - partly as I am trying not to cause too many ructions with my girlfriend back home, due to the presence of many partners and some have their **** with them - however if I receive any invitation right now, I can't help but think I'll be all over it. Guy, girl, pretty much anyone old enough to legally consent - I'm all theirs.


I want to cum, I want to run my tongue over a clitoris, I want to feel a cock on the inside of my cheeks... I want it all. Badly...


I'll keep you updated with how I get on with holding this back. I suspect this was the beginning of the end. If not, I'm going to give my girlfriend one hell of a return gift (or myself one if I really can't wait once I get through the door).

**25/06/2017**
Verging on nine days and I'm trying to find other ways of keeping myself occupied!

Really need to let this load go soon but given the lack of volunteers and my determination to hold until I'm home I'm confident I'll get there.

Oozed a little pre-cum in my **** last night but full emission so far avoided - hopefully it will stay that way.