Ok, 3 and a half years since my last post so time to update, should have done so ages ago.
Last time, I hadn't even touched another dick, thought about it, frequently. Dreamed about it, fantasised about it, even found myself hurting for it, but never did. Well, that was quite a while ago now and boy have things changed.

Have touched one now, well, a lot more than touched actually. Have touched, stroked, licked, sucked and swallowed its load. Have had it slide into me too, deep and thrusting, filling my arse with its length and girth. And pump its sweet sticky fluids deep inside me, slowly dripping from me afterward.
What did I think of it? I absolutely loved it! Would I do it again? Hell yes, regularly if I could. Have I stopped thinking about it as much as I did? Not a bit. Did I mention that I loved it?
I was nervous when I arrived at his house, knowing what to expect but not knowing, if you can understand that. I first started talking to him on Grindr and agreed to meet. We had swapped pics of our bits so I had some idea of what he was carrying in his pants. After just sitting on his couch exchanging some small talk he asked if he could put his hand between my legs and feel my cock. Still nervous but eager I agreed. He was friendly and made me feel as comfortable as he could and was aware it was all new to me.
He gently rubbed at the now very prominent bulge in my jeans then asked if I wanted to see his. As if I was going to decline.
He unzipped and pulled his out of its confines, almost immediately my longing forced some bravado and I reached over and wrapped my hand around it. God, I was beautiful!
This was one of those cocks that I would almost literally drool over in pics and here it was, hot in my hot little hand. About 8 inches, a very good thickness and uncut. It took all my resolve to not just bury my head in his lap and suck him dry. But while I felt entirely comfortable with him I was still nervous, and I wanted this to be a great experience, not just a blow n go (not that I would knock that back now). All my nerves settled completely after he suggested we go to his room and we both removed our clothes, standing totally naked in front of each other, our manhoods standing to attention, saluting each other.
I couldn't take my eyes off of his cock, and as he guided me to his bed, he assured me that he was happy for me to do whatever I was comfortable with. A total gentleman really, and I can't thank him enough, as he made my first time an absolute pleasure... In more ways than one!
We laid on the bed, both holding each others dicks and kissed, and I mean hot and heavy kissing. Slowly stroking each other, our tongues explored and searched and I was slightly surprised. Normally, the thought of kissing a man was a bit of a turn off but, as I found out instantly, if done in that moment of nearly pure lust, I'm more than happy to do so. I then decided to act on my dreams and fantasies and started heading south. I kissed him down his neck, explored his chest, nibbled his nipped lightly which he certainly seemed to enjoy going by his slight moans. I reached his belly button, I was nearly there. The object of my dreams and fantasies, the inspiration for many of my solo ejaculations. There it was, only mere inches from my face... His cock. And it was even more impressive and beautiful close up. In one slow, deliberate action I reached out my tongue, opened my mouth and placed it around the head of his penis. It wasn't at all like I imagined it would be - it was so much better! I think I spent a good half an hour licking and sucking, taking as much of its length as I could, filling my mouth with its size. Though I was certainly a noobie and probably trying a little too hard, he did seem to be enjoying it. To give me a break for a while he started doing the same to me and by God it was good! We took turns for some time, broken up by more kissing and seriously nice naked cuddling.
Then he asked a question I was hoping he was going to ask. Did I want to just do oral, or did I want to try taking him in my hole. I had used toys in occasion and while his length worried me a little, his nice thick girth practically made me wet at the thought. Yes, I wanted him inside me!
Having used toys, it wasn't a difficult entry. I knew to relax my sphincter and bare down a little as the head of his cock pressed gently forward, slowly stretching my arse painlessly, and gradually it made its way deeper. I was loving every second, loving the feeling of fullness as more of him entered till almost all of it had disappeared into me. Then, very carefully but with purpose he began slowly running it in and out, me moaning with great pleasure. How on earth could I have waited all these years to experience this, this most wonderful of things? It was worth it though. He fucked my arse patiently, careful not to go too quick till I was so into the moment I asked him to go faster. He did, but still with care. And while I didn't want it to end, I did want him to cum. Minutes later he obliged, and with several nice long hard thrusts he dumped a wonderfully huge load deep inside me, holding himself there I felt the torrent of semen rush out of him and into me, felt his cock pulse and throb with each spurt. He held me all the while, making me feel not just full but utterly engulfed in our pleasure. Finally, he slowly withdrew and fell exhausted onto the sheets. We then spent another hour or so together, I gave him more head and after a lot of work, was rewarded with a nice mouthful of his fluids. Somehow I knew it wouldn't taste as bad as many think, and how right I was! I swallowed the lot, and licked at his cock as the last few stay droplets oozed out of his now near flaccid, yet still superb member. It tasted so nice, I wanted more.... But had to leave. I got more though, I visited him a few more times and still found I couldn't get enough. Still didn't get cock "out of my system". I even now finally consider myself bi as, while then I had no real attraction to men beyond their cocks, I now find that I am attracted to certain types of guys, albeit below the neck. Non gym fit is my go, not into muscle, certainly not into clean shaved bodies, like a bit of hair, definitely into guys who, if you need to use a label, are bears. Chubby to fat, a decent sized dick really turn me on.
I have had about 10 other encounters since. Not many, certainly not as many as I would like but, I am still enjoying every one of them.

I hope you all enjoyed my story, I know I enjoyed living it!
Haven't been with a guy for more than a year now though so, god help the next one, gonna drain him completely!

I will post again after my next play date

Cheers!