And I feel like such an idiot. Mostly, I'm hurting.

For two years, I believed this idiot online. He promised me a future, even marriage. And it was all a lie.

And it was someone I initially met here two years ago. (He left soon after I joined. I won't say who it is.)

Why are some people such lowlife assholes? My only "crime" is being sick and lonely and wanting to find love again.